salam readerz..

haha..yeah..lame x wat post..erm..i'm home..nek train..

nak taw citer lbey lnjut bace blog kak jah dodol eh..

kat anaklaut91.blogspot.com/2009_07_17_archieve.html

erm..he sang diz song for me last nite..

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janjiku padamu, hatiku kau perlu tahu...

i know..i know i'm a helpless romantic person..

(so what? ~_^)

miSsy..♠

uNiversity liFe~

ehem..

salam guys~

one of my fav spot for nap..

oops...

one of the lecture hall...
~_~"

yeah..i know quite long i left my blog..huhu..sorry..

i was so tied up with lots of things..

yg pasti ..

preparation for my campus life..

huhu..

1st lecture.. >_<

now s a student,,lg busy dri dulu dowh..
i dunno..tp tah la cama gak kabut..still fun eh

mmg diff life kat U then life s highschooL student..

almost everyday ader je kje..tp tah la somehow i manage to survive..mwahaha

maybe bcoz i hav enough rest eh...

(no doubt bout it..trust me..

everyday with all the talks n lectures...r like lullaby for us..wahaha)

owh..i'm at perak..erm..panas giler..

(what am i? pkar kaji cuace..hahaha)

thus..erm..every Wed n Friday g swimming eh..hehe..

~tp thank GOD..

da 2 ari ujan..(baru jer ujan..slalunyer pnas giler)

arghh!!! cut the crap..ok2 i admit..i juz dunno what to write..

still i want to tell u things..

it is not like i dont hav idea..i hav a lot..

but then i'm stuck..bloooody stuck..

erm..to conclude here..life at utp roCk!!

(bez gak cuci mate kat sini..huhu ^_^)

miSsy..♠

erm..boOk fAiR..a coiNciDence??

salam guys~

(pas mkn kat the mall..aku hmpir sesat kat sini..jgn bg taw org len)

(plz hire us..we can b a gud promoter..lol)

yesterday was faaabuLous!!

even matt.israa n me kbetulan pkai bju kaler same.. lak..=P

smlam ader matt,ekin,israa.athirah,mira piee n her sis..n me of course eh.

mcm rancang2 lak..met lots of people i missed like hell since our last day at school 2gether..haha

cam budak kcik dpt guLe2..erm..tp kan smlm cam der boNus..i met diz kiut creature..but he is hers..x ley kacau la..cuCi mate..huhu..(erm..x snonoh lak ank dare neh.)

owh..shopping i s always de best eva..erm..bkan nak kter x syg hiDan but the truth.. i seem so over hiDan's death after that girl at the cashier said that i may get another 30% dicaunt if i buy another book..which i did..i know..i know..it is a waste if we buy something that we dont need...but the temptation was soooo hard to resist..

urm..hey maybe i do need those books..someday..who know rite?rite?

owh..yg x best..smlm rmai sgt sgt sgt umat manusia..bak kater mama mcm uLat taik..

i dont know y..tp mmg rmai gler..time nak pergi..kiteorg tpakse tingglkan 2 kali tren yg heading ke slak slatan bcoz mmg x ley masuk..ok law boley pown sorg je..me

tp useless la coz kite dgt rmai2..nak g rmai2 ..(the truth is idk nak nek ktm neh,,or camner nak transit ker..n aper2 swaktu dgnnyer..)

then..we shop in pwtc till we lost each other..sume org seem like SUMO wrestler..

nak bli barg rempuh.

nak bayar rempuh..

dasat eh... but see from the bright way..kire org2 mlaysia ske bce buku eh..or maybe they juz a shoppahoLic..ha-ha

having lots of younger sister mmg soNok eh..tp biler time depa kirim nak bLi buku paling leceh..(i do luv u guyz eh)

i hav 3 sis n each of my sis kirim 5 or 6 books..which mean i hav 2 carry 15 books juz for them..x tmasuk akunyer buku lagi..waa~ peNat sgt2..thank god i brought together my backpack..sng koje eDen eh..huhu

tp kan idk why..i do enjoy shop for them actually..

i met farha n wan suhaiLa(kwn time skola rndah) kat ktm..

i met qah2,azWa, naBila, haNisah, aisyah joE, tiQah wahabkat saner

(x la itam sgt qah2 s a pLkn leaver eh)

(still cam dulu..eh azwa pkai cincin saper eh..da ade ehem2..eh x citer pown..haha)

(senyum sokmo..erm..sokmo tu aper eh..idk)

i met fawae n erm..so sorry i cant rmmber sape nga fawae..sorry sgt2..owh no no ..bru tringat..shikin eh eh..>_< align="center">"no matter how long we know each other or how i far we live from each other..we still frens forever.."
lurve u guyz~

miSsy..♠

hiDan is goNe!!

salam readers..

"yang patah akan tumbuh, yang hilang pasti berganti"

erm..still i believe nobody can replace u dear hidan (in the pic)..

erm.. i felt soo0 miserable...i'm a a bad master..

jgn la kakuzu pown meninggal gak..

t sape nak men nga aku

juz for few days i left u under their care..u left me forever..

i nver thought when u say gudbye last time was permenant..

hah~sedey nyer ya rabbi..

hurm..al-fatihah miSsy..♠

inTerview?

salam guyz..
(btoi2 b4 msuk interview..xcited lak)

quite some time x post..byk rse nak tulis but then byk lg yg m'halang.. so, last friday n saturday i was in perak..erm.. intebiu for UTP.. my head was lil bit messy..maybe a lot..
still i hav to attend no matter what coz my dad da blackmail x mo bg laptop if i quit...

so, i did went the interview..
(without telling erm..him.. the one in lumut...u dont know who la)


guyz..cam biase...i was so so so cuak..hell! saPe x cuak dowh..

erm..i met various type of people..erm..dak2 kerek pown der..yg humble sgt pown ader..n yg blurr cam aku pown ader.

i was sitting on few type of test for this utp application..math,chem,phisics,addMath (aku x ready ape pown..plus some of the formula is not with me!!! not in my brain!! tp thank god not so susah la)..iQ test

being in front 2 people we have no damn clue who the hell r they n have to speak out our opinion on something that like hell i know is so darn depressing!! at first la

then for about few minutes telling stuff bout myself..it was quite ok-la..( the feeling was like u r talking an stage~ betoi x tipu)

i juz start being myseft n talked..talked..

sometime i dont even realise what the hell is happening until i was asked by the accessor..
erm..the..i blurted something that i have no idea what..tp the accessor tu cam pham je..yeke..?
i dont know eh

erm..it was fun..doakan la ku dpt kat situ..

btoi2 nak..

for the first time in my life i really have my goal.. till i hav forgotten all the reason i want to become a doctor once upon a time ago..

now insya allah..i want to be a petroleum engineer.. ^_^

tag by rDa~

ARAHAN

sila tag seramai org yg bole dgn nama yg pnuh yg agak btoL..n Lelaki x dibenarkan dlm proses tag ini dan hanya 5 org sahaja dibenarkan

>>raBiatul aDAwiyah?
>>aisYah hiJazi
>>aNiss?
>>Nur faDhilah mokhtar
>>FaWae?

5 beNda yg setiap hari harus dilakukan

>>baNgun tido dgn rase yg malas tramat sgt..
>>erm..mop lantai
>>lipat baju
>>gosok baju
>>masak mkanan tuk knak2 balik skolah nanti..

(hurm..i know2..bit dull...well thats my routine for this few weeks...uh-huh..kiter nak jd ank solehah..plus leh tmbah saham eh biler mak mentua tgk..eceh..malu la~
hakhak..)

5 namer yg ader dlm otak anDa

erm..now ker?ok2..
>>matt
>>ekin
>>amEr
>> my damn sweet bBy...eRdina mysaRa..
(yeah..moden ek namer dya..bakn aku yg bg eh)
>> erm..saper g eh..aZwa?

ok2..next plez..

5 pekara penting biler onLine..

hurm..lemme think first k..
a-ha
>>baCe maiL
>> maen gAme
>>gaMe
>>gA.. ok what else..da aku ske maen game nak wat camNEr..hurm..
>>erm..bace saper dA update maNga ker..fanFic ker..(cam matt jer..)

tu je la per lg eh..k saLAm guyz~
miSsy..♠

so it be.. and alhamdulillah

salam guyz..
erm..always lurve this thing..

"hope for the best and prepare for the worst"

haha..cam ngate aku jer..
erm..yup result spm da kluar..and i'm doing good..not great..still alhamdulillah..dpat cam trial gak tp even better..( howcome nak dpt result mantap if u r facing to the pc for 23 hours a day men game eh..huhu ~_~)
i learned my lesson..

the point is it doesnt mean that ur life ends.. uh-huh no need la nak commit suicide juz bcoz u r not getting flying colours result eh.. yeah.. coz byk lg test kat dunia neh..
the small test u r facing is not a test about u r knowledge..it is a test how u face ur probs..or
maybe a test how greatful r u as a person..or perhaps it juz a test for u to improve urself..

not doing great in spm doesnt mean that u r failure for the rest of ur life..
bur u r afailure for the rest of ur life if u dont get up for every fall u had..

erm.. i'm not talking out of random.. i'm talking about myself..something that i believe i shud share with others..( n it is not about something that make us feel bad or good about ourselve after getting not axpecte result..)
it is abut to make us realise that
we desearve the 2nd chance if we learned from our mistakes..


things had happened..so face it lar..
so skang tsadai kat umah donig all the chores..yeah..biler lg nak jd ank solehah tlg mama..hehe..
lillahi taala je la..

erm..snarnye da nek bosan dok umah sajer..n that is not a reason for me not doing other thing kay..it juz..i missed all the time that i had together with my friends..

lamer nyer kna cuti..alahai~

miSsy..♠

i'm a driver~

uh-huh..yep i'm now..

so i passed the car-driving-test with the jpj yesterday..hoho..

tell ya the truth it was my second..i failed at my first test..

so, watchout drivers out the diz girl is driving sooner..

( only after i got the damn P licence eh)

err.. i was thinking that i juz want to post it as short as posible.. so it be.

salam guyz

miSsy..♠

yeah.. it is present..

salam guys..
hav u ever heard bout >>

yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift..
(dat is why we call it the present)

erm..i know how things work sumtime..but i rarely realise how was it..until something happened and i cant undo thing to make it any better..
still i believe everybody deserve 2nd chance..
hurm..i juz wish that people would stop thinking what other think..
or maybe juz stop judge people juz because they r different..hate damn kind or person.. but no offense..i juz said it randomly without pointing anyone..
dont u ever know..what make people is people is by being ourselves..
erm..still people want 2 b like others..
they dont realise the value of our inner self..
owh.. i know..maybe my posting today is quite boring..
i'm juz xpressing what i felt today..
( i hate the guy with that stupid red hat looking at me as if i'm a wEirDo!!..arghh..forget bout it..who care anywhere..haha)
erm..last few days i went to Terengganu..nice place lol..
by rmmbering my last vacation..i felt as if i'm transformed.. i found a new me..
do u think it is normal..??
i dont know..
hey quite long today eh?
erm..i famished..got to go...^_^

i'm 18..so what?!

sALam readers...
erm..firstly sorry da lame x update eh.
ok, i'm 18 now..! so what? hurm does it make any diff..mybe it does.. still, i'm looking foward to see a 'mature' me..lol.
maybe i did change a bit. a bit older.damn it..hate to admit that i'm growing old..hey..not that old..juz wish that i could b a kid again..haha...coz whenever u say anything nobody will blame u..

i seem to b lost for couple of month ago..i wish u could understand..i even feel lost when i can't decide what i should b in the future! hurm time went by so fast..(maybe not so fast..especially in the that stupid history class..hate that class lol)..

so,my result was ok la..if u wish to know..juz ask my personally as i dont wish to tell the world k..hey gtg..hate it but hav to..miSsy..♠

Graduation

erm..guyz.. windu bgat neh..
so buat geng2 lgu neh tuk kiter2



by: viTamin c

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinkin' times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June

I didn't know much of love

But it came too soon

And there was me and you

And when we got real blue

Stay at home talking on the telephone with me

We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels

Chorus:

As we go on we remember

All the times we had together

And as our lives change come whatever

We will still be Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

erm..ni per aku rSe..

miSsy..♠

Balik Sarawak

saLam~

erm..udg galh.. x tipu bsar2 n murah2 jer

meNda neh x pnHA rse.. erm.. mmg pelik tp rse cam per eh..
lala kowt.. taw ke koRunk ..ni la sipot err..sipot sungai kowt..


ni ikan..x kan nak g taw gak..sdap..tp x taw namer..

ulat muLong..x kan x taw kowt..

tp aku x makan eh..uLang sKALi lg x mKAn

erm cuti da lamer blalu..still aku maseh di sini..

bkan bmksud x der progress.. cume ble nak bandingkan dgn kwn2 len.. dpa cam da jaoh len.. maksudnya da bgeRak ke hdapan.. salAh aku ke ktinggalan..? argh!!! dulik eh..

erm..buLan lpas da lek kmPung... snok ..dan pnYebab gak nPe aku lmBat kje or amek leSen...

( da dpt lesen L da.. huhu Alhamdulillah..)..

tp x kan nak cari alaSan jerk..

( tp adik2 sdare sumer da bEsar..aku je x mGecik lg hekehek)

diz tyme lek dPat gak enJoy skit2.. pLus balik kali neh kte oRg kna makn menDa pelik2.. Cam x Caye gak.. sTill dpat rSe per yg orG banDar x dpt rSe..

miSsy..♠